THIS POST GOT DELETED. LOL. THATS HOW MUCH HE DOESN'T WANT ME TO WRITE THIS. ITS OKAY. I RE-WROTE IT.
John Ch9:2-3
..."Rabbi, who sinned ,this man or his parents, that he was born blind?" 3-"Neither this man nor his parents sinned,"...."but this happened so that the work of God might be displayed in his life."
So, I forgot what I wrote before so I'll try remembering again. Reading these two verses made me confirm that people are all born for a reason, for a purpose, for God. I also felt like Jesus answered my question. Because I was always curious, too. Why are people born blind and disabled? But today, I received that answer. It made me think of Hellen Keller. Aside from whether or not she was a Christian, I feel like she turned glory to God by, even with her disablities, do great things for others. I THINK she wrote a book, but I'm not sure. I mean, from a Christian point of view, I feel like she really fulfilled her purpose of her life, the life that God gave to ther. I feel like she did all her duty, and to show that nothing's impossible through God-I'm only saying this from a Christian point of view-. And now, I feel, what was I born to do? Hehe.
John Ch9:35-38
"...Do you believe in the Son of Man?" 36-"Who is he ,sir?"..."Tell me so that I may believe in him." 37-"...You have now seen himl in fact, he is the one speaking with you." 38-"..Lord, I believe," and he worshiped him."
WOW. Just WOW. That was one of the first thigns that came to my mind while reading these verses. This man was kicked out by the Jews for "lecturing" them, and Jesus comes across him, asks a simple question, answers him, and this man believes in him. WOW. I think that "believing" is such a hard thing to express and show it through action. Mostly people just say it through words; "I believe you." But for some people, words are just not enough. They want proof that they can see. If it comes to that point, how do you express your belief? This man shows such strong belief towards God and he can confidently say, "I believe." Aside from trying to proof to others that you believe, the fact that you believe is such a hard thing to do. To trust others and having faith in something is just so hard...well for me it is. I felt bad for doubting and questioning God's creations and words. I shoudl feel bad, haha. I want to grow strong in faith, have strong belief in Christ, and really show it through my actions. And then, I feel like I can proudly say "I'M A DAUGHTER OF CHRIST. AND I BELIEVE HIM." Just like that man did.
John Ch9:39
"....For judgment I have come into this world, so that the blind will see and those who see will become blind."
By the word "blind", I comprehended as people that were spiritually blind. Not BLIND BLIND. Hehe. Jesus came, so that they could give those; those who didn't hear/know of him to get to know him..to give them a chance to go to heaven. But the second part I'm greatly confused...who see will become BLIND? I didn't get this part...SHARON! HELP! T__T;
Thats it for today!
Dear Lord,
The post got deleted, so I'll end it with a new prayer. Father God, thank you sooooo much for letting me read your word again, and not get distracted and WIN TEMPTATION! from going on facebook while reading the Bible. Hehehe. And thank you for not letting me get mad when the post got delete it and just be patient about it. ^_^ Lord I thank you so much for the lessons today, although I don't know how much it sums up to yesterday's. But it's not about the quantity..its about the quality Lord and I deeply appreciate that you gave me enough wisdom to comprehend at least some of the verses Lord. Lord please let me have a good night sleep and have a wonderful day tomorrow! OH! AND I LOVE YOU LORD...I REALLY DO<3 In Jesus' name I pray, AMEN HALLELUJAH and just wanted to add that I get really happy whenever I say I love you...Hehe I LOVE YOU LORD<3 AMEN!
Friday, August 6, 2010
Thursday, August 5, 2010
John Chapter 8
CHAPTER 8
John 8:7
"If any one of you is without sin, let him be the first to throw a stone at her."
HALLELUJAH. I love this verse. Why? Because it explains how I feel when I look at Christians. People judge others as if it's nothing, and they don't even realize the sins that they make. It's sad to see how hypocrites claim to be Christians. I'm not saying that Christians shouldn't make mistakes. I'm saying, that we Christians can be a little more considerate of what goes on in the world. Drugs, alcohol, teenage-affaris, all we do is judge, judge, and judge. People love to put this as their myspace/facebook statuses.."God is the only one that can judge me." And yes, it's true. But it's so sad to see how they themselves judge other people and it makes me think...are YOU God? You can't be, so stop acting like God. Because it's pissing me off. I learned so much through this one verse, to stop judging. Sometimes, it can't be helped. I'm going to try my best to stop. I think that I need to try to stop first, in order for other people to try as well. So viola. That is it for verse 7.
John 8:11
"Then neither do I condem you," Jesus declared. "Go now and leave your life of sin."
OH MY GOSH. I have to say, I almost teared up in this verse..the woman who commits adultry..gets forgiven for her sins, and I thought to myself, "dang..she must be really happy that she was confirmed of forgiveness of her sins. as a matter in fact, she should be happy that she got to meet Jesus!" I was jealous...for a sec there..but I knew deep inside my heart, that the reason why I almost teared up in the first place was that, God really loves me. He really does. He forgave me for all of my sins when I repented. I didn't do anything else. I didn't kill a goat for sacrifice, I didn't put in a little extra money to suck up. I just talked to him..I prayed, I cried, I yelled. And he forgave me, just like that. It makes me really happy to know that someone..is willing to forgive you for your past mistakes, and still love you..for you.
John 8:12
"I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness..."
I have nothing more to say for this one..I just felt so safe and comforted when I read this verse. I felt like God was indeed my superhero<3
John 8:15
"You judge by human standards; I pass judgment on no one.
Like I said for verse 7..we humans only judge by what we think is right. We don't judge ( I mean, we aren't supposed to in the first place..but ) how God judges. I felt so shi wun heh by this verse.
John 8:16
" But if I do judge, my decisions are right, because I am not alone. I stand with the Father, who sent me.
Jesus sounds so confident. I wish I was as confident as he was. Everything that God does is all planned, and all of his decisions have no flaw..yet it's so sad to see myself thinking that my life is nothing. I think it hurt God...to make him see my thinking of hating my life when he gave me lots to love.
John 8:34
"...everyone who sins is a slave to sin."
Aiyai Captain..This verse describes me. Lord, please help me stop. Please.
John 8:44
"You belong to your father, the devil,...He was a murderer from the beginning...for there is no truth in him...when he lies, he speaks his native language.."
This verse made me think twice about lying now...I don't want to be part of this "murderer". Lord, please cleanse me.
DEAR LORD, THIS PRAYER GOT ERASED BUT I WILL WRITE IT AGAIN. LORD THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THESE LESSONS TODAY AND THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR LETTING SHARON GIVE ME PEER PRESSURE TO READ YOUR WORD! I'M SO HAPPY AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH LORD..AND I'M SO SORRY FOR NOT SAYING THESE WORDS ALOT. I LOVE YOU ! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU !!!!!<3<3<3
John 8:7
"If any one of you is without sin, let him be the first to throw a stone at her."
HALLELUJAH. I love this verse. Why? Because it explains how I feel when I look at Christians. People judge others as if it's nothing, and they don't even realize the sins that they make. It's sad to see how hypocrites claim to be Christians. I'm not saying that Christians shouldn't make mistakes. I'm saying, that we Christians can be a little more considerate of what goes on in the world. Drugs, alcohol, teenage-affaris, all we do is judge, judge, and judge. People love to put this as their myspace/facebook statuses.."God is the only one that can judge me." And yes, it's true. But it's so sad to see how they themselves judge other people and it makes me think...are YOU God? You can't be, so stop acting like God. Because it's pissing me off. I learned so much through this one verse, to stop judging. Sometimes, it can't be helped. I'm going to try my best to stop. I think that I need to try to stop first, in order for other people to try as well. So viola. That is it for verse 7.
John 8:11
"Then neither do I condem you," Jesus declared. "Go now and leave your life of sin."
OH MY GOSH. I have to say, I almost teared up in this verse..the woman who commits adultry..gets forgiven for her sins, and I thought to myself, "dang..she must be really happy that she was confirmed of forgiveness of her sins. as a matter in fact, she should be happy that she got to meet Jesus!" I was jealous...for a sec there..but I knew deep inside my heart, that the reason why I almost teared up in the first place was that, God really loves me. He really does. He forgave me for all of my sins when I repented. I didn't do anything else. I didn't kill a goat for sacrifice, I didn't put in a little extra money to suck up. I just talked to him..I prayed, I cried, I yelled. And he forgave me, just like that. It makes me really happy to know that someone..is willing to forgive you for your past mistakes, and still love you..for you.
John 8:12
"I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness..."
I have nothing more to say for this one..I just felt so safe and comforted when I read this verse. I felt like God was indeed my superhero<3
John 8:15
"You judge by human standards; I pass judgment on no one.
Like I said for verse 7..we humans only judge by what we think is right. We don't judge ( I mean, we aren't supposed to in the first place..but ) how God judges. I felt so shi wun heh by this verse.
John 8:16
" But if I do judge, my decisions are right, because I am not alone. I stand with the Father, who sent me.
Jesus sounds so confident. I wish I was as confident as he was. Everything that God does is all planned, and all of his decisions have no flaw..yet it's so sad to see myself thinking that my life is nothing. I think it hurt God...to make him see my thinking of hating my life when he gave me lots to love.
John 8:34
"...everyone who sins is a slave to sin."
Aiyai Captain..This verse describes me. Lord, please help me stop. Please.
John 8:44
"You belong to your father, the devil,...He was a murderer from the beginning...for there is no truth in him...when he lies, he speaks his native language.."
This verse made me think twice about lying now...I don't want to be part of this "murderer". Lord, please cleanse me.
DEAR LORD, THIS PRAYER GOT ERASED BUT I WILL WRITE IT AGAIN. LORD THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THESE LESSONS TODAY AND THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR LETTING SHARON GIVE ME PEER PRESSURE TO READ YOUR WORD! I'M SO HAPPY AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH LORD..AND I'M SO SORRY FOR NOT SAYING THESE WORDS ALOT. I LOVE YOU ! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU !!!!!<3<3<3
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Premier
Okay. So. It's my first post. And no one's ever gong to read this one :)
It's been a rainy day which is very disturbing cause i hate rain.
I felt like drinking a cup of hot chocolate and watching a sad movie,
but sadly it's a typical Monday, so I had to give up on that.
Right now, everything is stable I guess, just the way I wanted it to be.
But it's so awkward knowing that everything's the way it used to be.
Justina introduced me to a christian song "Your Name" by Paul Baloche.
It's a pretty good song :) I'm starting to thank God that most of my friends
are actually strong Christians and that they actually take the time to listen
to my stuff and give me good Christiany advice <3
Introducing, my adopted sister, Justina Lee ( look at her trying so hard to ride a damn bike..LOL) love you justina<3
It's been a rainy day which is very disturbing cause i hate rain.
I felt like drinking a cup of hot chocolate and watching a sad movie,
but sadly it's a typical Monday, so I had to give up on that.
Right now, everything is stable I guess, just the way I wanted it to be.
But it's so awkward knowing that everything's the way it used to be.
Justina introduced me to a christian song "Your Name" by Paul Baloche.
It's a pretty good song :) I'm starting to thank God that most of my friends
are actually strong Christians and that they actually take the time to listen
to my stuff and give me good Christiany advice <3
Introducing, my adopted sister, Justina Lee ( look at her trying so hard to ride a damn bike..LOL) love you justina<3
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